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phitrina
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Name: big
Country: Philippines
State: baguio city
Birthday: 3/1/1908
Gender: Male
Interests: sports is fun, watching my diet, trying new things...thinking of that special someone...:-D
Expertise: checkin out da fly hunnies, eating, speaking like a FOB, making excuses
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/17/2004
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| Learning by Heart
I began to forget him as I wrote, erasing
every word he said with a long wave of
ink that drowned the sound of his voice
and washed away all traces
of his hands.
It was as if I was wrapping him up in a word
and sending the package somewhere far away,
as if I was losing claim to his heart
the minute I began to say
what he meant to me.
So, of course, I stopped and began to put the words
back into my heart where they belonged,
taking up each letter carefully,
wiping away the tarnish of ink
on the sheen of sound.
Afterwards, pasting in the torn pages, recovering
as much as possible, I read it over
again and again the way one does,
realizing, then, the sad
necessity of rote.
Joyce Sutphen
anyways. ryan's favorite poem. brian's a softie but he won't show it. HAHA. what. ev. brian makes me do his work and i never say no. what. ev. well. recently, brian's had many papers which he never turned in on time. that makes him sad. :( :( :( :( :( L O L. jerk.
pshaw. i kid. he's alright. he's an undercover computer genius. and a problemo. always abandoning me for the cooler kids in the computer lab. well. i've got an ipod and a recent issue of psychology today. i think i'll be alright. excellent.
brian rulloda. rullolo. lolo brian. HAHA, MAGNIFIQUE.
i just checked his bagpack, and yes, he does still have his notebook. janelle and i need to review it. psychoanalyze. deduce his problems and find applicable solutions. laugh terribly at it.
if april, you happen to read this, i think you're numero uno un espanol, even if you didn't take japanese and child psych we me and the bri-ster. i am infinitely relieved that you are the happiest girl in the world, even if that title will soon be taken by brian. or r.j. tee hee.
brian also went to april's casa. where they downed margaritas and party with their pinatas listening to selena, (may she rest in peace). KIDDING. those kids are legit. except maybe brian. and that makes me sad. :( :( ;( :( :( well.
brian just lent me the notebook so now i don't have to take it like i said. oh. it's supposed to be brian talking but me actually doing the work. hmmmmm.
uhh.... so,yeah.... life ishard... "sigh"
i think i did well. brian needs somebody to love. don't you want somebody to love? don't you need somebody to love? wouldn't you love somebody to love? you better find somebody to love.
ronald anaciete(?) abad. HAHA you better forgive ryan. brian says so. :( :( ;( ;( :( ► ┌Va▓ yay.
brian knows how to type in NIHONGO. ☻♠◘○•♦5♠♣♦
☻♥☺ <---------- AWWWWWW brian and his love. ebony and ivory. live together in perfect harmony. blah blah blah, to make it short, brian's down with the swirl. PSHAW.
i don't want to read brian's notebook anymore. it's like. really depressing. and it sucks you into an glass box of emotion like a vacuum connected to a glass box of emotion.
no thank you. i will not have the crab sampler for dinner, thank. you. very. much. so long, garcon. you and your myriad of foreign dishes that try to appease the pallate, yet do nothing of the sort.
go here and comment what your momma gave you. like, loads, dude. loads. FINE, brian. i never liked you anyways. take it and run away. to a bush. or something. GOD GET OUT O MAH FAYCE. | | |
| life......it ... is hard "sigh"
i have no friends 
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| anyways LIVE IT AND HAVE FUN!
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| hello. this is brian's cousin. just felt like updating for him since...he never updates! ill talk about him. he started school at CKHS sept. 1st. he likes it, i guess. supposed to have his job...but the girl who's gettin the job for him has uhhh...been busy, i guess. supposedly when he gets his schedule he will contact me, so that i can give him a ride to work (if im not in school. im starting at OC on monday.). i don't have a job myself, so hopefully im not his only transportation. okay. u prolly didn't wanna know what was on my mind, so ill end this. | | |
| hi...hello...hey...konbon wa...aloha...greetings...welcome (you've got mail!)...salutation. how are you? ogenki desu ka? kumusta na? como estas? ni haw? let me talk about my day, how it started, and how its going. it all started with me waking up at around 7. my dad told me to wake up cuz i thought we were going to my cousins house to do some yardwork, but it was actually at 11 AM. so i decided to mow the lawn instead of having to do it tomorrow. after dat, i ate and went to my cousins house. we did yardwork in the blistering heat for about...5 hours. no breaks!!! my shirt was soaking wet (hey ladies ) with lots of sweat. oui oui! after we finished, we discussed where to eat. either subway (cuz its healthy ), kings wok (fattening! greasy! ugh!), or mongolian grill (hmmm...?). i didn't really care, i was just hungry, hungry, HUNGRY! they eventually decided on MG. so we went, ate, got REALLY FULL off of the homestyle chow mein (or something), then left. went to don panchos to try their fried ice cream that my uncle is crazy about. got the chocolate one. it was okay. i was so full already, i could barely move. hold up....*gettin food, leftover chow mein*...okay, im back. uhhh...im at my cousins house rite now. he's typing. he's good. very accomplished. good typer, strong, fast, muscular, got his license and car, graduated from HS, thin, tough...all-in-all, the perfect cousin. yup! Anthony's my hero! *anthony in response... * okay. anyways. hold up again...*throwin away food*...okay, im back. eating a donut now. strawberry frosting with chocolate lining. yum. today is my cousin's b-day. he's 16! im older though. hold up...*drinking water*...okay, im back. hold up...*drinking more water*...okay, im back. i think i have arthritis. imma start going to gym with my cousin. cuz im KEWL... yup. okay. its now...7:12 as i typed that. july 21st is my new jersey, dumont cousin's birthday. she is turning...16! im older than her too. hahahhahahahhAHHAHAHAH!!! in 24 days im leaving for CALIFORNIA! "i wish they all could be california girls!!!" a big family reunion. hopefully everyone shows this time. okay, back to this month. tomorrow, the 18th, going to church, eat with my cousin in Poulsbo at a filipino buffet! come join! monday-wake up. free day. tuesday-gym? paintballing!!!...maybe. wednesday-paintballing!!!...maybe. thursday-wake up. we'll see. friday-camping! saturday-camping! well, dats those are my plans for next week! yup. oh yeah, add "look for job" every day, until i get one. okay. now, i think im closing this. bye!...sayonara!...au revoir!...tchaio!...adios!...sige na! | | |
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